Where Rainbows End

thank you

2012-02-18T22:20:00.001+08:00

.. for letting me be imperfect.

even if it's just for a little while.

don't you wanna stay here a little while?

no, i can't cook

2012-02-08T17:58:00.001+08:00

but i can clean.

sigh, what a shame doughnuts can end up being biscuits.

Even if everything's perfect

2012-02-06T20:55:00.002+08:00

SOMEthing is bound to be imperfect.

Well I refuse to believe that.

if you're reading this,

2012-02-03T23:31:00.002+08:00

just know that i think i've fallen completely head over heels for you. ♥

you said we'll never be apart.

i hate you, darling. :')

I thought I could be weak in front of you.

2012-02-02T13:16:00.001+08:00

I was wrong.

he says

2012-01-31T07:49:00.000+08:00

she's not being fair to him.

but has god been fair to her?

she would change everything for happy ever after.

never say never.

2012-01-25T00:39:00.001+08:00

曾经告诉他，不可能会爱。

现在告诉你，可能不会爱。

this is what you get.

2012-01-22T09:10:00.000+08:00

this incomplete person.

the little things

2012-01-16T04:22:00.000+08:00

I confess that I get a sudden tingle of excitement whenever I break the yolk of a sunny side up.

I can't help braggin'.

2012-01-13T22:10:00.001+08:00

make a difference in someone's life, no matter how small it is.

checked.

every morning

2012-01-12T19:10:00.000+08:00

i wake up hoping i will not regret the last stupid thing i did before going to bed.

Hello honey, I want to play a game.

2012-01-11T13:49:00.002+08:00

The first person to reveal the true self - loses.

Let the game begin.

what happens

2012-01-05T23:47:00.000+08:00

when you can't differentiate between day and night, being drunk and being sober, what's a dream and what's reality, what's real and what's unreal?

Scary, isn't it?

Now don't be scared, it's only love that we're falling in.

Things you love and hate in life

2012-01-03T11:58:00.002+08:00

I love shopping.

I hate being emo.

I love emo-shopping.

I hate ending up with the damage after a day of emo-shopping.

I love trying out the things that I've bought!

I hate the fact that I don't normally get to actually wear or use them.

I love your presence.

I hate that I love your presence.

你准备好了吗？

2011-12-30T18:26:00.001+08:00

给我勇气和祝福

让我们俩都得到幸福吧

:)

wondering what it was that made you change

2011-12-16T19:24:00.000+08:00

Like one of those stupid thoughts you wish you never had, this is one of those great but stupid people you wish you never met.

Find..

2011-11-29T18:19:00.000+08:00

Someone who isn't afraid to admit that he/she misses you. Someone who knows that you're not perfect, but treats you as if you are. Someone whose biggest fear is losing you. Someone who gives his/her heart completely. Someone who says I love you and means it.

Last but not least, find someone you wouldn't mind waking up with you in the morning, seeing your wrinkles and your gray hair but still falls in love with you all over again.

promise this

2011-11-22T21:05:00.000+08:00

Bury me with love

2011-11-19T04:12:00.000+08:00

I told mummy not to die cause if she did I'd die too.

Hmm, I wonder if she's supposed to be touched by those words. LOL.

Nothing compares

2011-11-15T09:21:00.000+08:00

Nothing beats one minute looking through your eyes, knowing you're looking right into mine.

Not even 3 hours, 15 minutes, and 43 seconds of non-stop laughing and talking.

what can you do when your good isn't good enough?

2011-11-08T05:07:00.000+08:00

This is how an outcast feels like?

Well, if so, tell Grace I'm sorry.

how many times will it take for me to get it right?

It's not great, but it's okay.

2011-10-31T07:45:00.000+08:00

Until you find somebody as open and as brave as you, you're just going to have to get used to going it alone.

是我想太多

2011-10-18T04:10:00.003+08:00

想告诉哥哥：
“对不起，我讨厌妈妈把你宠坏，你要风得风，要雨得雨，你却出钱供我读书。”

想告诉妹妹：
“对不起，常对你忽冷忽热，没尽过做姐姐该照顾妹妹的责任，你却对我千依百顺。”

想告诉妈妈：
“对不起，常瞒着您，买了很多从没用过的东西。”
“对不起，知道您担心我吃不好，却从没好好地注意饮食。”
“对不起，生气您把我管得太严，却怪您偏袒哥妹。”
“对不起，常觉得我发脾气是应该，您发脾气是发神经。”
最想说的是：“对不起，因为我，累坏了您大半世。”

想告诉爸爸：
“对不起，平时您在厨房忙，叫我学做菜，我却死都不肯。”
“对不起，您在我小时候敲过我的头那么的一次，我却耿耿于怀。”
“对不起，您不守信用，没带我去热浪岛，没买我的墨镜，我却一直不肯原谅。”
“对不起，年年生日，您就工作旅行，我却逼您买最贵最好的包包给我。”
最想说的是：“对不起，因为我，把您退休金给用尽了。”

我想家，却想离开。我想离开，却不喜欢这里。

想往前飞，能告诉我，飞到哪里才好？

想告诉你：“越想忘记，就越想记得。”

你记得吗？

Lessons through grocery-shopping

2011-10-16T07:16:00.001+08:00

I found that by buying food that are expiring soon (but edible), you get to save a whole load of £££ and still get meals for a couple of days (even after the food has expired)!

That means I'm one step nearer to my bag!! =D

well, honestly..

2011-10-15T07:55:00.001+08:00

if you ask me why I do what I do...

I can't quite tell you.

I just know I do it cause everyone else is doing it, and therefore to prove myself, I'd have to do it.

It's not something I wanna do. It's just something I do cause deep down inside there's a voice telling me I must do it.
but I'm not exactly doing what I don't wanna do, cause my head keeps telling me I want to do it, therefore I have to do it.

so I'm a waitress.

2011-10-13T06:39:00.000+08:00

I'm dead serious.

In a Japanese restaurant.

Dammit I'm hungry.

As time goes by

2011-10-11T04:44:00.000+08:00

you will realise that nothing else matters other than just being together.

等到我有发为的一天

2011-10-10T03:12:00.004+08:00

我会要你死无全尸。

Tell me

2011-10-06T05:15:00.000+08:00

..that I'm good enough.

and that it gets better.

Difficult, but not impossible.

2011-10-04T16:21:00.001+08:00

Broke the virginity...

2011-09-30T14:15:00.001+08:00

... of cooking instant noodles...ON MY OWN!

too much water, tastes likes crap. haha.

I told myself...

2011-09-29T04:16:00.002+08:00

… that when love brings misery, there’s nothing worth fighting for.

Did I mean what I said?

No, cause I’d rather be blue over you, than be happy with someone else.

I should be shopping for bags...

2011-09-26T03:42:00.000+08:00

... instead of shopping for groceries.

But, hell, am I addicted to shopping for household items!!

一切还好

2011-09-23T13:12:00.002+08:00

抑郁我有过但我战胜了那滋味

郑开丽

2011-09-16T10:24:00.003+08:00

不准哭。

他说的至理名言，谨记在心田 - 就当作临别的记念

2011-09-11T18:21:00.001+08:00

"Someday you'll realise that I'm not that important."

These words, so powerful, yet I promise I'll be obedient enough to obey them, for once.

I promise. :)

you know what?

2011-09-10T23:15:00.000+08:00

I don't quite care if there's no nasi lemak in Glasgow, but they'd better have damn good hair salons around.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.

2011-09-07T21:05:00.002+08:00

... who wouldn't leave my heart the way he found it.

为什么唯独是你能影响我的喜怒哀乐？

I'm happy.

2011-09-05T01:16:00.002+08:00

Are you happy for me too?

24

2011-08-24T00:16:00.000+08:00

"I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded that for me, it isn't over."

Stupid girl, you're long overdue.

两年后，我会笑着告诉你 :)

2011-08-22T00:19:00.000+08:00

曾几何时，我厌倦了教琴？

原来我的孩子们从未放弃过我。

"Are you okay?"

2011-08-20T21:26:00.000+08:00

I constantly ask myself that question to ensure the answer is a 'yes'.

Maybe I should stop shopping alone?

or maybe not.

Kids Tears = Angels Cry

2011-08-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

I can't believe my kids are begging me to stay.

Will you beg me to stay?

Is there something that you're really good at?

2011-08-08T21:14:00.000+08:00

like really really good at.

Nah.

is complaining a talent?

Do you know who I'd miss most after I leave this town?

2011-07-25T23:18:00.000+08:00

Leon.

haha.

Ignorance is bliss.

2011-07-18T15:53:00.000+08:00

This is the last straw.

Oh with all that I've done wrong..

2011-07-16T18:44:00.000+08:00

..I must have done something right.

to deserve a family and friends like all of you.

No, you don't understand..

2011-07-11T21:36:00.001+08:00

I was 12.

I still wish things would turn out better.

♥

2011-07-06T08:43:00.000+08:00

夕阳无限好

2011-06-28T08:24:00.001+08:00

... 只是近黄昏。

这句名言的背后，是说再美好的时光，却很可惜的，不能久留吗？

在人生里，为什么别人总是告诉我们美好的时刻是短暂的？不很可悲吗？那其余的时间，我们期待的是什么？

难道人生里，须知短暂，才懂得珍惜？

我愿相信，心美，看什么都美。
与其认为好景难求，不如停下来看看四周，最好的已经在你眼前了。

Thought for the day

2011-06-20T15:43:00.000+08:00

If two people who love each other let a single instant wedge itself between them, it grows --- it becomes a month, a year, a century; it becomes too late.

black sheep

2011-06-16T22:23:00.004+08:00

...grows wings and flies away.

where to?

don't know who i'm kidding

2011-06-11T03:38:00.000+08:00

bloody hell.

i miss you.

damn it.

we r who we r

2011-06-09T12:30:00.002+08:00

We spend the first quarter of our lives being who we are; the next quarter of our lives living up to standards of people who tell us that we should not be who we are; the third quarter of our lives trying to change who we are to who people think we should be; and the remaining of our lives regretting who we did not turn out to be, which is who we were in the first place.

a little too ironic?

we are all individual individuals.

2011-06-06T21:27:00.005+08:00

You brought her down when you were down.

Now that you're right back up, you expect her to be there as well.

But she's never moved a step.

You can't force happiness on people, just like you can't force bitterness on people.

she said: i don't mind it, i don't mind at all.

Good news of the month

2011-06-01T21:48:00.000+08:00

My kids passed!

not a great, secured pass, but a pass will do. =D

i deserve an ice cream, no?

is this goodbye for real?

2011-05-26T19:34:00.002+08:00

received my offer letter.

guess this is it.

got kinda heart-ached when I received my first farewell gift from a dear friend. I never knew goodbyes were that hard. I said thank you. but I knew I sounded casual. I knew the sincerity wasn't obvious enough to be heard.

but, Voon Chun Chyuan, Thank You. :')

apart from the "intimate" gift I got from my best friend. (it was something I needed anyway!)

The art of loving

2011-05-23T15:54:00.003+08:00

you love them, they love you. it's a simple equation. in kids.

they give you presents on teacher's day. candies and chocolates and jellies. cute little winnie the pooh notebook that you will never use in a million years. yet enough to make you smile.
they joke about you in front of you without the fear of offending you.

why can't it be the same for adults?

straitjacket feeling

2011-05-22T21:52:00.001+08:00

ever wondered how it feels like?

Bob the builder

2011-05-20T19:42:00.001+08:00

Can you fix us?

Beautiful words

2011-05-08T23:17:00.001+08:00

"La tristesse durera toujours"

牵手是一个很伤感的过程

2011-05-06T10:29:00.000+08:00

因为牵手过后是放手。

有一个人，教会你怎样去爱了；但是，他却不爱你了。

2011-04-25T00:12:00.004+08:00

假如有一天你想哭，
打电话给我，

不能保证逗你笑，

但我能陪着你一起哭；

假如有一天你想逃跑，

打电话给我，

不能说服你留下，

但我会陪着你一起跑；

假如有一天你不想听任何人说话，

打电话给我，

我保证在你身边，

并且保持沉默；

假如有一天我没有接电话，
请快来见我，

因为我可能需要你。

everyone is calculative.

2011-04-23T21:19:00.002+08:00

just not everyone admits to it.

never gonna allow this to happen anymore.

I can't quite comprehend

2011-04-19T23:16:00.000+08:00

why I have to speak in English when I'm angry.

想起你如何不对，怎么我还要追？

2011-04-12T23:53:00.002+08:00

应知道流泪有罪。

Conclusion of my 22nd birthday: Everyone thinks I should get a boyfriend, hence I will. :P

if it matters to you..

2011-04-09T06:14:00.002+08:00

but I guess it doesn't.

Promise me you'll enjoy today.

These simple words..

2011-04-02T15:24:00.001+08:00

Thank you.

then tell me how ugly I am

2011-03-31T20:46:00.000+08:00

...but that you'll always love me.

Look in the mirror.

2011-03-30T22:52:00.002+08:00

等待，本身就是一个错误

2011-03-28T21:06:00.003+08:00

在愛情的世界里，不被愛的才是第三者。

我什麼都忘了，什麼都忘了，都忘了，忘了。

i don't believe having a religion makes you a better person.

2011-03-22T20:32:00.002+08:00

Two types of people that I hate:

One that doesn't know the art of lying,

and the other that doesn't know the art of faking.

but then again..

2011-02-28T21:32:00.006+08:00

I realised you can't really draw a rainbow.

colour my life...
until it fits with your own.

Rainbows make me...

2011-02-23T20:59:00.000+08:00

...smile.

Inked

2011-02-19T23:26:00.000+08:00

Drawing is like making an expressive gesture with the advantage of permanence.

Draw me a rainbow.

It's easy to put a smile on my face.

2011-01-27T22:59:00.000+08:00

It is. Really.

You know that.

Everyone knows that.

Just like dark chocolate, bittersweet, but they make you happy.

I'm unhappy if you're unhappy.

2011-01-12T18:16:00.004+08:00

I sat there, looking at you.

Mixed feelings. I longed for this day. For you to ask me out on this important day.

But I realised I wanted to meet the person who I got to know 14 years ago. The person who I fell for 8 years ago. The person who I've waited for 4 years. The person who I've been with for 2 years. The person who I thought I've known my whole life.

But I was wrong.

You tried to impress me with things that I don't find impressive. You tried to portray that you've changed in so many ways that I can't even catch up. You tried to convince me that you've moved on, and that I have never moved a single step.

But there's one burning question, "Are you happy with yourself?"

If you're changing for the better, by all means, go ahead.

If you're living a better life, a happier life, I'm happy for you.

If you find yourself surrounded by people who really care for you, who really accepts you for who you are, I thank God for you.

No matter how irritated I feel, I'm afraid to show my disapproval, because I'm worried that you'll no longer confide in me when you need to. And you, knowing me very well, still tried to do things that you can't undo.
Why?

Don't my feelings matter to you, at all?

I don't know you best, but I know that you know, if you just look over your shoulder, I'll be there for you. You know I have faith in all you do. You know I want to be your strength.

No, dear, I don't love you like I did yesterday. I don't want anything from you. I'm just a girl, on the corner of street, waiting for you to look back and realise that I actually care about you.

Don't sink before you rise, baby, don't fade away.

It's just a little crush.

2011-01-10T19:45:00.001+08:00

Out of a sudden, all my ex-crushes are reappearing in my life.

And they are all Ariens.

Confession

2011-01-04T21:39:00.001+08:00

Dear God,

I don't wanna be healed.

I just wanna be loved.

Nothing to lose, but everything to gain.

2011-01-02T01:37:00.006+08:00

A punctured tyre (again) on a New Year's Day.

But I couldn't be happier. :)

Yes, year 2010 may have sucked, the past may have sucked, and life sucks.

But, when the front door is slammed shut, a lot of others open up.

All of us, are actors and actresses up on our own stage called 'life'. A friend once told me, "you are so perfect, so rational, so convincing, and you always seem to be on the right track."

I, too, am masking my insecurities. I, too, feel like leaving the stage in the middle of a song. I, too, feel tired of fighting for a war which I'll never win.

But I know I want to chase that rainbow.

Year 2010 ended with a little doubt, a little luck, but with lotsa love from people I care about, especially my family and my friends.

And that's all the matters. :)

So, nah, year 2010 didn't suck, the past didn't suck, and life does not suck. Even if it does, make it spit.

Cause it's not like me to walk away in the middle of a song.

They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed.

2010-12-26T08:57:00.006+08:00

It creeps up on you, just like calories.

with a smirk.

and says 'boo'.

leaves a few scars,

and disappears.

Have yourself a merry little Christmas. :)

You're just a sad song, with nothing to say.

2010-12-13T22:49:00.007+08:00

About a lifelong wait for a hospital stay.

I'm dreaming of a White Christmas.

And now I got it.

Clean white coats white enough for Christmas?

All I want for Christmas is...

2010-12-08T08:36:00.012+08:00

the ability to stay away from the hospital,

so that I can wear my Cheongsam during CNY. :D

Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no.

It was a lie when they smiled, and said, "you won't feel a thing".

2010-12-02T20:45:00.005+08:00

After a two and half hour massive jam, I was already about ten minutes away from my destination. But I took a U-turn. I turned back.

I felt that, I gave up.

After battling the big 'L' word for nine whole years, I wish I could just stop going forward, make a U-turn and run, for as long as I can.

But I can't.

It's life. No matter how many times I rewind, it's just a video playback.

What's worse, I was caught in another half an hour jam on my way back.

Turning back does not improve things. It just proves how weak you are on the inside.

I just want you to catch me when I fall this December.

Once Upon a December

2010-12-01T22:28:00.005+08:00

Taylor wants to go Back to December. Miley wants a Permanent December. Demi wants to Remember December.

What's wrong with December?

I don't know why my hair stylist is so extremely cute.

I liked today. :)

Things my heart used to know,

Things it used to remember,

And a song someone sings,

Once upon a December.

What's worse than..

2010-11-18T23:44:00.004+08:00

being treated as a nobody before you declare yourself as nobody?

请留住我的美

2010-11-16T18:47:00.008+08:00

it's been long overdue, but i thought You could spare me some more time. i know i haven't

always been good to myself, but i deserve some credit for the
times i learned to live before i die? it's
like You've taken away all You can. but just this,
this one thing i thought i still had, the one thing that makes me feel strong
when i'm feeling my weakest.
i may not be the prettiest girl around, but what a way to make me

think of myself as worthless. You know i've already done that.

of all the times, You chose now? another test which
You know i might not pass. i know i've been given enough time.

and who would have thought what i felt was gonna be right?

wonder how it feels to be the ugly little girl next door who nobody knows even exists?

if You feel me, i know You do, grant me one last wish.

You know i've never asked anything more, but

think of this, i'm down on bended knee. have a little bit

of mercy, that's all You can bestow upon this helpless one -

me.

Note to God.

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head.

2010-11-06T08:40:00.009+08:00

I can't believe they're not screening Saw 3D in my beloved country. Apparently, chances are it will be so censored that the whole movie would be unwatchable. Not that they have screened previous sequels, but it's in 3D! It's an educational movie, just in a gruesome way. John is such a genius. I'd go for criminal psychology and befriend these people. Urghh. If only we were rich enough to get Sony's 3D TV.

Speaking tech, my brother got his PS Move. The one thing that pops into my mind is, you can suck in any sport in real life, and still excel in the virtual world. Like what philosophers say, the only real world is the world of the mind and that the physical world is an illusion.

I'm suffering from Cognitive Psychology after effects.

Like no one would even notice,

If you left this town and never came back.

I strive for perfection...

2010-11-01T18:48:00.003+08:00

...because I'm never gonna be perfect enough for you.

cause that's what I said I would do from the start.

For you. :)

2010-10-28T17:08:00.005+08:00

Mysterious and alluring individuals, most Pisces are extremely talented, but even though they are gifted in many ways, they still manage to spend most of their lives battling "confusing" conditions. Pisces is the sign symbolised by the image of two fish. Their symbol depicts one fish heading upward, the other pulling downward. This mirrors how Pisceans are frequently torn between two pathways in life, or actually do live two very different existences at the same time.

You have your principles, but deep down you fear, you fear that you will offend someone else, you fear that what you do will be a mistake. You ponder and ponder on your issues for months, but whenever I ask you for advice, you seem to be so rational, you open up a way for me.

That's what you are.

The number 2, is a very powerful number for them. This zodiac sign is acknowledged as being the Saint and the Sinner rolled into one; the trendsetter of fashion or art, the lost soul, the philosopher and the psychotic and the visionary. As a credit to them, considering their many vulnerable characteristics; Pisceans are incredibly adaptable and resilient. They are to be found leading the field in many diverse areas of life and many Pisces can be found represented amongst top business millionaires. On the other side of the coin, prisons, reform schools and all kinds of institutions statistically hold a high number of Pisceans too.

You once told me, your fate is just like a mistress, always being number 2. But you can bend and blend, without losing yourself. You are an excellent liar, but without the fear of getting caught. So what? White lies are your expertise. You have this image of being a pervert, but it's fine, cause deep down, you know you can lift your head up high.

That's what you are.

The Piscean's inner quest to explore their "ivory tower" syndrome can lead them into some most unusual and unlikely living conditions. Of all the signs of the zodiac, Pisces are the ones who end up in the most muddles over the years of their lives. They fantasize about situations, people and particularly romance - and because they spend so much time in their own form of 'fantasy land' this can catch them short in other more worldly areas. Because of this inner world of fantasy, Pisces people seldom perceive whatever is going on around them in its true light. They see life instead as they want to see it, coloring their view of the world in hues and tones far removed from its true reflection. No wonder this is the sign of both miracles and disillusionment. If you are a Pisces, be warned your emotions are a weak spot.

As long as I've known you, you have always been hoping and fantasising. You want to dream, but you dare not dream. You have doubts, as to whether you are being realistic. You wake yourself up from your dream every time your mind starts to wander off. You act strong, in fact, you are strong. You are a child trapped in an adult's body. Unleash that.

That's what you are.

One thing that plays havoc with your life is romance. When things romantically are going well for you, you are on cloud nine. When romance turns sour you land in a heap. Pisces often need to take lots of holidays (or time off) to recover from life's many diverse pressures. You are the zodiac's most sensitive sign, so you need to take extra special care of yourself. Nobody can beat you up, as much as you can beat yourself up within your own mind. In your purest form you are psychic, visionary and a guiding light to all who know you. But, in your "out of tune" state, you become depressed, obsessive and confused.

I wish one day, you can learn to make up your mind. I know, you are just like a kid who is so excited to learn fishing, but not knowing that this hobby takes patience and time, and also the Law of Tolerence (a.k.a. Lawrence). You get bored somewhere through the process, but if you just wait a little longer, you'll get there.

That's what you are.

And this is what I think you are.

Dedicated specially for you,

What would I do without you.

你说...

2010-10-28T00:18:00.003+08:00

“就当作我很累了。”

让我还敢做我的梦，

做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄。

Well tough luck, that boy's mine now.

2010-10-18T16:35:00.004+08:00

My car broke down today.

Every car I’ve driven, must have either broken down. Or had a punctured tire. Or got scratched or hit even if it was perfectly parked in a legal parking spot.

Owh gawd. Seriously? Has it gotta do with my driving skills?

I don’t know whether to call that being unlucky or not. You see, I’m so used to not pumping PETROL (you happy? :P) immediately even when the petrol’s running low. And when I’m desperate enough, the petrol station that I frequently go to will be closed. Or else, I would have forgotten to bring my purse.

Lucky enough, my parents were on leave today. And so happened, before the incident, my phone credit was only RM0.01, but I actually stopped to top up. Ironic isn’t it?

I can accept being unlucky on the roads, but I could really use some luck somewhere else. :)

Ironically, life has a funny way of sneaking up on you.

But thank God, life has a funny way of helping you out.

It's not right, but it's okay.

2010-10-13T16:34:00.005+08:00

A pair of stiletto heels, standing 4 inches tall. Femme fatale - so sexy, so seductive.

I look at it, I hesitate. A tingling in my feet. A slight fear. But does it matter? No, "You're gonna wear them, stand tall, and cry in pain in the ladies'," I hear myself saying.

Only two things can make me feel that way.

You know what's the other.

I'd rather be unhappy with you,

than to be happy with someone else.

To lose balance sometimes for love is part of living a balanced life.

2010-10-09T19:15:00.007+08:00

"But I love him."

"So love him."

"But I miss him."

"Do you still miss him?"

"I don't wanna talk about it, mummy."

我心痛的，并非你的一走了之。

我讨厌的，并非你不实现的承诺。

我生气的，并非你再三莫名的冷落。

我心痛、讨厌、生气、以及看不透的，是我自己。我需要答案，我得到了答案。不满意的答案，也是唯一的答案。你答应的我的，我都记得，谁都别再犯错了。 :)

"What if we just acknowledged that we have a bad relationship, and we stuck it out, anyway? What if we admitted that we make each other nuts, we fight constantly and hardly ever have sex, but we can't live without each other, so we deal with it? And then we could spend our lives together -- in misery, but happy to not be apart."

A cartoon circus performer dives off a high platform and into a small cup of water. Kai Li, stop running already. :)

"So miss him. Send him some love and light every time you think about him, and then drop it."

This is a good sign,

having a broken heart.

It means we have tried for something.

Anger diminishes Fear, Laughter diminishes Anger.

2010-09-26T20:41:00.009+08:00

"90% of things you worry about will never happen,

and the remaining 10% of things do not happen the way you thought they would."

I don't know what the future holds,

I don't know if I'm ever gonna fall flat and go back to square one,

I don't know if I'll lose a kidney and not be able to go to Scotland,

haha...

but this is a journey I'm happy taking.

Cause I just know, I'll find that thing, that one special thing that will complete me.

I'll get there. :)

This little life belongs to You, You can mess with it.

If it's karmic effect, so be it. :)

And when you know how much it means

You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings.

Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong?

2010-09-20T22:32:00.007+08:00

Remember Jenny? I know I do.

"You leave me hanging on the line, every time you change your mind."

Ego kills? But I swallowed my pride.

I tried to read between the lines, but what do you want?

“Never look back” we said.

But I don’t wanna have to go where you don’t follow.

Broken hearts never find their way home, do they?

These clouds are going nowhere,

yet I can go where no one else can go – little insane,

but it’s easier than dealing with the pain.

I know what I want, I want you.

You got me on my knees. Jenny, it's killing me.

Friends with Benefits, No Strings Attached.

2010-09-08T18:07:00.007+08:00

And this is sans sex.

Casual relationship. Fling. Whatever that is physically and emotionally enjoyable, but without demanding extra commitments, or a formal romantic relationship.

The rules?

1. Mutually agreeable.

It is NOT a relationship. It's a casual relationship, not a REAL relationship. You will not be taken out for a date, but he does get to call you at a quarter after one to see if you can meet up.

2. No feelings involved.

He's just your "cuddle buddy". Both of you can hold hands, hug, or even kiss. But if you have the slightest amount of feelings, it will never work.

3. Do not have expectations.

There are no fancy dinners. No white tulips for Valentine's. May be part time, or for a limited of time, and may or may not be monogamous. You will not be introduced as a significant other.

4. No strings attached - NSA.

He can bug you with "watcha doing?" or "wanna catch a movie?" or "who's that guy you're hanging out with?" But remember, NO attachments. NO commitments.

Cool to have a friend with benefit? Just make sure that there's no leftover feelings underlying either party.

I can live with this, no?

If you want it, here's my heart.

No strings attached.

下一站，幸福。

2010-09-06T00:58:00.002+08:00

Give me one minute of bliss.

Just stay a little longer,

I'll let you go, I promise.

When the Right things come at the Wrong time

2010-09-01T17:18:00.010+08:00

Life is all about timing... the unreachable becomes reachable, the unavailable becomes available, the unattainable.. attainable. Have the patience, wait it out. It's all about timing.

And so they say.

Just when you think that things have fallen into place, in actual fact they're falling apart?

How ironic?

Just when you think you want something so badly, you just refuse it when it's right in front of your face?

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I'm not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I'm still waiting

I'm through with doubt
There's nothing left for me to figure out
I've paid a price
And I'll keep paying

I know you said
Can't you just get over it??
It turned my whole world around
And I kinda like it

I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don't mind sayin'
It's a sad, sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger

And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they'd write me a letter sayin' that I better
Shut up and sing or my life will be over

I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and I don't have time
To go round and round and round

It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell, can't bring myself
To do what it is you think I should
What it is you think I should

I guess in life, you just have to keep making trials and errors to get to exactly where you ought to be.

爱你的下一步 - 是勇敢继续爱下去吗？

I never told you.

2010-08-30T22:03:00.004+08:00

I would like to define myself.

I confess, I have always been quite receptive towards misleading assumptions and unfair expectations. Every individual, I believe, longs to belong, but at the same time, deserves to have a piece of him or herself, and that piece - noone can ever take that away.

This is for the people who think they know me well. :)

1. I eat like a pig when I'm with people I'm comfortable with.

2. I weigh myself everyday.

3. 身为华人，我庆幸我的华文比一般人好，而且我不对自己的华人腔感到丢脸。

4. My family is quite well-to-do, but both my parents worked their a** off to provide for us, and yes, I pay back my credit card debts, every cent of it.

5. I prefer to drive a manual cause it keeps me awake.

6. I HATE to wait, but I am extremely patient when it comes to waiting.

7. I don't like people to touch me, or stay too close to me when talking.

8. I hate it when people's hair touches me.

9. Ice cream must be the greatest invention of all time.

10. I don't believe that all animal lovers are true animal lovers.

11. I do not feel that my faith is weaker just because I don't have a religion, I believe I am stronger because I don't worry God for every minor issue.

12. I like white, but white outfits are no-nos.

13. I think red and black are really sexy colours, and I think I look best in both colours. =P

14. My ideal outing is to go on roller-coaster rides the whole day.

15. I enjoy shopping alone.

16. I rather die than to eat alone.

17. I actually only allow one person in this whole wide world to call me baby.

18. I love being busy, and I think sleeping is quite a waste of time.

19. When it comes to being lucky, I'm worst. But that's what keeps me going on.

20. I prefer to sleep with lights on.

21. I choose to believe in long distance relationships, everyone should.

somewhere deep inside you must know i miss you.